Sunday, April 25, 2010

Update on ME

It has been a few months since my last post, so I figured it was due time. Since November, I have been pulling a 3.25 GPA at Boise State. God has been doing amazing things in my life and in my heart. It has been a huge blessing to see all of my brothers and sisters in the Lord reaching out to me more. My best friend Nyssa and her husband of almost one year, Chuck invited me over for pizza on Friday night, and then we went to a game night at a mutual friend's house. It was so awesome getting to spend time with them. I love being able to be around people all the time. One of the hardest things for me, is that I do have a lot of friends but not too many close friends. Do not get me wrong, I love all of my friends, but it would make things so much better if I had another best friend. Nevertheless, I am thankful for where God has me now. My grades are better nwo, than they have ever been. God has really placed it on my heart to move out, but I do not have money or a job to do that. I cannot quit school, because I need my degree to teach. But, I want to be independent, because I hate always depending on my parents. I am thankful for all that they have done for me, but I need to be on my own. I hope that God will provide me with a good job for the summer so I can save up some money to move somewhere. Don't get me wrong, I am thankful my parents let me live at home rent free, but it feels like they hold it over my head. When it comes to my curfew and the ridiculous rules at my house, I am 22 years old, most of my friends live on their own and do not have ridiculous things to do at home. It would be a huge blessing to be able to be on my own to prove to myself and to my parents that I am able to handle that responsibility. Well that's all I have for today.
God bless!